I Find myself right back in this position… I often feel like I have lost myself… Overshadowed with smiles and constant distractions. I can’t imagine a time where I’m alone and I reflect on everything that I feel necessary… Thinking about it kind of makes me nervous and I got a taste of it the other day... its been lingering within me since. I know how my life should have went… but then I know how my life how I want my life to be… and finally, I know how my life is at this point in time. The scary part is accepting what you know should have happened but didn’t. Now you have these lemons life threw...
You cannot and will not ever learn anything without first accepting that you doing know it… Don’t be a know it all and not and know it all, Make sense? I told my story the other day... everyone listened... I was given feedback... and applause for touching the hearts of those who either relates... or simply felt sorry. For I am the man many people wouldn't be had it been them instead of me. Stop wanting that moment without planning for the moment! Yes you've been at this spot for a while, But just because you’ve been there don't mean you deserve to excel! Especially if you hadn't been planning for...
I put my dreams on hold for real life— No one believed in it as much as me… And you'll think it's an excuse... Until you've been in my shoes... What it is they say? “Control the things you can control, not what you can't? “ So there's that... and here am I… not a day goes by... Man I still imagine it… The one thing that never let me down— Luckily I'm skilled to aid others...problem is finding ones that share the same passion… or desire to get passionate about it... I'm sad forever within this part of me... the light will always be dimmed the fire light solemnly because of the love I have... I’m...
