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My favorite time of the year...
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All-Permanent...
My minds leaked— Spilled ink upon my thoughts… all-permanent, it'll never wash away... I stray…Far from a say, I'm silent in presence. Overly focused and optimism never left me. I know what I want… I deserve it. An idea of my purpose… still haven served...
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Im trying...
I can't sleep—I'm thinking... Daydreaming at nighttime it's nothing knew… What's with this uncertainty? Indecisiveness, but that nothing new either. I'm an outcast all on my own... I can only apologize… or not. I'm interested in the smallest things, learning...
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Sorry...
I can’t be what the screen says— I’m not ideal… I’m sorry. I’m kinda’ smart but I don’t know it all— Again, I’m sorry… I really want to be perfect for you. Though it doesn’t exist, you still deserve it. So, I’m sorry. I wish I could read minds— I love...
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All You...
I could do this all night, truly my get away, I never say… What’s on my mine half the time or all time… Either way you’d never understand or care to at least, I’m almost certain. The greatest gift is the mind— The fact that it is your own, no one can...
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Build Upon...
The fact that change is the only consistent thing in life, strikes a new era. Those who don’t know this— I feel sorry for The luxury of it all is that though change is constant… It can never control. The mission is to seek the inevitable and concur it...
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It's a thing...
I work too hard… My dreams are realistic, so I grind, I'm in a position where losing isn’t an option— Optimism is my favorite cost. I know ups and downs, no one more than the other but I'm changing, one more than the other. It's all fun… Business aside,...
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Can't tell...
You can see the journey through my eyes, Pain in my actions The wisdom in my voice... The emotions or emotionless that is— Navigated by my experiences. You can tell. I wish I were you. You had everything I wanted. You had nothing then…so now I appreciate....
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Back to the basics...
I never thought it was about “being different” in this lifetime… just being yourself shall do the trick. No adaptions to surroundings so that you fit right in…with assumptions that you will only do it this once. An adaption of who you aren’t for a split...
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Falls faden'...
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The climb...
The power of those who sought comfort in the bottom… To wait their turn because they know their time is coming—you should fear thee. It’s scary when you have been knocked down so many times but not once were you defeated. You’re blessed with that mind…...
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Be clear...
Perhaps my outlook may be a tad different... In a sense that everything that glitters is exactly that, Glitter... Fabricating the surface to aid your vision on the outside beauty never minding what lies beneath... Who cares though, it's pretty good looking...
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Inevitable...
It's way too obvious when I'm uncomfortable... So I just speak up before hand in hopes that it's not to Late... to save face and for my sake. Do I actually want to be there? Here? Hell, anywhere? The solitude is so safe for me. Comfortable in the sense...
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It's Pure here...
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No Plot Twist...
But who are you to feel right? So what if something is going on with you, no one cares enough of you aren't making him or her happy. So why should you? Weird— How you can feel so alone at times but surrounded by human beings on the daily. I guess it's...
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Even Still...
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The Calm...
I can say this is the happiest I’ve been in a while, as much as the moment is mesmerizing, I can’t help but to ponder the thoughts of this being over soon. The inevitable—obviously… I guess this is what happens when so much bad happens to you, it becomes...
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"Yea I heard you..."
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Must be nice...
Must be nice man... All my life, while living mine own I promise I'm not lying when I say about 80% of my life, I've always wished I was living a different one… Rarely I was a friend with those with the same past as me... Almost never actually, but factually—...
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In a nut shell...
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EXIT...
I would not be surprised one bit… If all failed and there lied only me, just me… The way I’ve always assumed it was supposed to be… Or the way it always felt, Therefore leaving me no choice but to adopt it as the norm, I suppose… No, supposed that things...
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Whats that to you...?
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Then he just...
Typically, it was cold— Rather outside or within him isn’t important. Kind of funny knowing him… Either way it was cold… Some days were different then but now so similar… He’s alone a lot. The thought of such could was intimidating at first, Nonetheless...
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The view...
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Pushing...
I’ve had to ask why over a thousand times… For my hearts emotionally broken, Pray it doesn’t take a physical toll… These past few days have been such confusion and it continues. They constantly say never question him, he knows what he is doing, Forgive...